Raising My Vibration

WHAT?!  She's raising her vibration?  What the heck is she talking about?

In an earlier post, I referred to the Law of Attraction.  There is a series written by Esther and Jerry Hicks, who represent the Teachings of Abraham, whose essential nugget of wisdom is the basis of life is freedom, the result of life is expansion--and the purpose of life is joy.


OMG, she's going WOO WOO on us.  Yep, you're right.

There are a myriad of books on relationships out there but The Vortex in the Law of Attraction series is singularly the most important of them all, in my humble opinion.

And just who is Abraham?  Abraham is actually a group of non-physical entities that speak through Esther to share their wisdom.  And, through these entities, she is tapping into Infinite Intelligence aka Source, Spirit, God.  It boils down to the belief that people create their own reality through their thoughts, and emotions are constantly guiding people toward where they want to go.

The Law of Attraction says you attract what vibration you are sending out.  Need attracts need.  Positive attracts positive.  Negative attracts negative.  Like attracts like.  All relationships are vibrational requests.

"You were born with a personal Guidance System to help you know when you are diverging from your prebirth understanding of life and when you are on track."  It's this Guidance System that helps you to reconnect with who you really are.  Your personal Guidance System helps you to establish harmony and alignment with yourself and others, and, ultimately, Source.

And, so I constantly ask myself, what is the vibration I sent out that brought me John?  Obviously, I have a need and he fulfills that on some level.  But, how does it make me feel?  Does it affirm my power?  Do I feel in harmony?  Does it bring me closer to who I really am?

I always felt a connection there and Edith certainly confirmed that.  But, she also confirmed my path.  My path asks that I practice non-judgment or, at the very least, work toward that.  I try not to judge John.  I accept that he practices polyamory and he is clearly more communicative and self-aware because of it.

But, I also confess to having a moral code and being pretty in touch with my personal Guidance System. And, this has moved me toward judgment.

Several weeks ago when John and I were out of town at a bridge tournament, his beekeeper lover had unprotected sex with her other boyfriend, which sent him through the roof.  (She hadn't consulted with him first--very important if you have multiple sex partners)  But, after much drama, he forgave her.

Later, I learned her boyfriend lost his son and then his marriage within the year.  My head is spinning over this.  I am in pain for this man.

I asked John about her choice.  "The Law of Attraction," he responds cavalierly.

"But, he's so fragile," I say.  John has absolutely no idea of the visceral reaction I'm having.

"So is she."  And, I'm thinking....this woman is a psychotherapist whose career is helping others make good choices and she opts to get revenge on her boyfriend with this fragile soul.  Polyamory?  Sorry.  This is not coming from a place of love.  She doesn't love this man.  No, this is EXPLOITATION, NEED, DESPERATION.  The Law of Attraction at work.

It makes me sick to my stomach.  It's unconscionable.  My vibration is too low.  I have to go higher.